One year after Tedd Josiah lost his wife, the pain is still fresh

It’s exactly one year after producer Tedd Josiah lost his wife Regina Katar due to complications caused by giving birth.

Still, the pain is fresh and even though it’s one year now, Josiah recently confessed that he’s still hurting and missing her.

“2am we woke up to breastfeed   Mommy had a headache   I got her pain killers that she threw up  Forced her to dress up so we dash to hospital.
She passed out in hospital. 2 hours later she was gone…………..I’ve played this night of my life over and over and over, I’ve hoped it was a dream & the love of my life, my best friend, would be back in bed with us breastfeeding,” he said on social media. 

He went on:

“I’ve been angry at God for giving me a chance to really love with everything i had only to take that love away. I’ve hated the world, I’ve hated myself, I’ve wished, cried, longed…..You should be here with our baby, you should be here with our little cub, you should be teaching her the words, teaching her to sing if only half has good as you, teaching her to be a lady, you should come the the bathroom if only to watch me shave  @reginahkatar all i could say as you slipped away from this life was “my love, my love, my love, my love……….
One year on it breaks me all over again. R I P MY LOVE ””